I used to think everyone had a few billion personalities in their head struggling to be heard. As I grew older I figured out that isn't the case and it's best to keep quiet about hearing voices. Apparently there are members of society who feel those of us who hear voices should be medicated into semi-consciousness.
Bring on the padded room! To quote ZZ Top, "send a straight jacket, something in a shade of grey."
I collect people. I absorb their personality traits, body language, speech patterns and odd quarks. One person in your world equals 3, 4, or 17 in mine. I'll try to explain. People are multi-faceted. I have "blanks" living in my head; think artist's blank canvas. Each filled blank represents particular facet of someones personality. Maybe it's how someone reacted in a situation, or expression of change brought on by maturing. Allow me to point out often my voices (filled blanks) are non-gender specific. You've been saved in my head as a story out of context, yet a story all the same that needs to be told.
Every so often a group of these filled blanks gets together and sets up a ruckus. The only way to quiet them down is to write their story. Because they represent real people during the writing process they are real. Picture if you will, the luxury of having people you care about, living or deceased, together with you for eight weeks or so.
The hardest part about writing is the period at the end of the last sentence of the final chapter. Their story is now told. They recede into the background and I'm left with an eerie, unsettling quietness. I miss them. I'm at a loss as to what to do now that they've gone. It's during this let-down period that I probably should be medicated. Those of you who don't hear voices - how do you cope? If the only voice in my head was mine, Holly would move to a different zip code. I tend to get really grouchy during the let-down phase. This is not a good time to be pushing my buttons or there will be more blogs like the last two.
Yes my Twin, I will start writing again soon. The earth will go back to orbiting the sun and there will be balance in the universe for a few months.